I am changing
A darkness falls upon my eyes
And I'm questioning the reasons I'm alive
Taking, needing,
Everything that's inside me
Just to face another day
Why now is this surfacing?
[Chorus:]
Before I close my eyes,
I pray that strength I'll find
To fight the demons inside me
Before I awake
To find a reason to love me
Before I awake
I awaken
Force myself to attempt life
What came easily is hard but still I try
Taking, needing,
Everything that's inside me
Just to face another day
Why now is this surfacing?
[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
All I can feel is
That I'm worthless & alone
Why now [x3] is this surfacing?
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