Lying awake again and I don't know what's happening
I'm setting sail on unknown seas
And I'm haunted by insecurities
I'm standing on the edge of a dream
Colliding with the light of this real life scene
And I don't feel a thing until the pain comes
And when it's all said and done would I just cut and run
Sometimes I'm so numb I don't know
If it happened tonight would I stand and fight
Or would I just let go
Whatcha gonna do when it's all on you boy
Whatcha gonna say when it's no no more
Whatcha really gonna do when it's all through boy
Whatcha gonna say when it's over now
Maybe it's the time of year
But I don't feel my soul shine
Locked up inside and floating on the cheap wine
But there's a smell in the air
And I swear somethings there
Blowing in on a California night
So if it's all gone and I can't go on
Well I'm sure as hell ain't ready to die
Whatcha gonna do when it's all on you boy
Whatcha gonna say when it's no no more
Whatcha really gonna do when it's all through boy
Whatcha gonna say when it's over now
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