Deceiver lyrics

For longI have been hiding;and all the pain I hold withinsends shivers down my spine.For longI have been waitingfor a reason to arise,was it all a waste of time?I am not who you think I am,soon I'll be letting you down.I am not who you think I am,I'm everywhereYou thinkI have been lying,there are secretsthat lie frozen in my silent stare.If you go through my fearsyou will see I've lost control,all the faith I had is goneStep back,watch me closely;as my crimson wings unfoldyou'll see me as I amI know, it won't be easy,but in the end you'll understandmy instinctive need to fly