Nominate myself for what I want to achieve
Form my surroundings in relation to the seed
Smiles swims in a muddy breath
Thirsting pulsating blood
What else can I do, than to feed me with a bigger thirst
But I wonder why tears run dry
Mind control
Well I think I've lost mine
Let's climb the holy mountain
And eat the stars
Under the wisdom tree
We'll drink the weeping grass
I need my fire drug
To feel the flood
I'm selfdestructive baby
But a friendly one
You better leave me here alone
I need this night to heal my world
Send me a smile and I'll get bye
But let me drink my wine tonight
Too late to turn back pages
Ambush, a part of my life
Nowdays the sun won't shine
'cause like my head, its lost in a cloud
My heart is broken baby
But still it's pounding
Too long with pills and booze
My short-memory ain't what it should
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