How did I get here
By losing faith, being guided by fears
And I'm hanging on every word
With the hopes that you can help me away
And it's all I know
Old habits don't like to let you go
It's killing me to see you
Slipping away
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Till I save myself
I have to save myself
Now the systems we have placed
To protect ourselves are hard to erase
And the egos that we bring
Are the guarded walls that have brought us this far
And it's all I know
That addictions don't like to let you go
It's killing me to see you
Slipping away
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Till I save myself
I have to save myself
Well the victims that we play
Are familiar ghosts that won’t go away
And the patterns that we break
Are the only hope that can shatter their grip
Cause you can't even look at me
No, you can't even speak to me
No, you can't even walk with me
Till I save myself, oh
I have to fix myself, yeah
I have to save myself
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