N. D. Nyl lyrics

I made up those lies
I could not deny
I made Mary cry
She wants him to die
You said you don't care
You said life was fair
You said you don't blame
You said I should say
I said not to cry
I said not to lie
I said not to show
I said not to go
I wanted to go
You wouldn't say no
You left when I'm down
I hate being in hell
You said you'll be fine
You said you'll be mine
You said I'll be fine
You said you would please
I'm down on my knees