Calendar Marks lyrics

I've fallen victim to my greatest fearThe calendar marks that I lost a whole yearThree-sixty-five, barely aliveGrace took her good natured time to arriveOh my God, this year has dealt me a horrible handI'll try and explain, but you won't understandWell wait, what's today's date?There's plenty of time left to procrastinate, or plan my escapeLet me goLet me goThe Autumn leaves join in a bittersweet chorusA hymn so inspired as if to inform us they're leaving soonShe sends a kiss that we just barely missBefore Winter sets in and exposes our sinsLet me goLet me goI want to be where nobody knows meI'll be behind the perfect disguiseI'll drive away, I'll dissapearI want to be anywhere, but hereSpring-time, ever changingMy life's re-arrangingSo it seems I'm going down nowTears fall on the ash, my heart's fading fastLet me goLet me goWhile I wait for the New YearTo introduce new fearsWhile I'm wishing that I could beAnywhere, but here