Positive lyrics

Make me, make me sweat til I'm wet, til I'm drybut then wipe this tear from my eyehaven't felt this warm in a long timeeven out in the bright sunshinein lifetime of springtimesI fall into your armswith my heart pumpin' onlike a bubblin' dub tracklike a garlicy hot tonque and lip smackI did some contemplationbefore we got down to this consecrationmaybe baby something in you kiss saidit was an impetous for me to rethink thisIf I love youthen I better get testedmake sure we're protectedI walk through the parkdressed like a question markHark!I hear my memory barkin the back of my brain,makn' me insane......like cocaine(chorus)But how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?Is it gonna be a negative?How'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?Is it gonna be a negative?but how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?It dawned on me, it seemed to methis is unusual scenerythis red light greenerymake me feel kinda dreamerythinkin' how I used to beArrive at the clinicwalk throug
h the front doortake a nervous numberthen I think about it moreabout all the timethat I neglectedmakin sure thatI was protectedThey took my blood With an anonymous numbertwo weeks waitin' wonderin'I shoulda done this a long time agoalot of excuses why I couldn't goI know these things and these things I must know'cause it's better to know than to not know!(chorus)I go home to kick itin my apartmentI try to give myselfa risk assessmentthe wait is what can really annoy yaeveryday is more paranoyaI'm readin' about how it's transmittedsome behavior I must admit itwho I slept with, who they slept with,who they, who they, who they slept withI think about life and immortalitywhat's the first thing I do if I'm H.I.Vhave a cry and tell my motherget on the phone and call my past loversI never thought about infectin' anothaall the times that I said "Hmmm? Don't bother."Was it really all that magic?The times I didn't use a prophalacticWould my whole life have to change?or would m
y whole life remain the same?sometimes it makes me wanna shout!all these things too hard to think abouta day to laugh, a day to crya day to live and a day to die'til I find out, I may wonderbut I'm not gonna live my life six feet under(chorus)