Near The End lyrics

I only disappoint you
You only disappoint yrself
I know I can't control you
You know I can't control myself
I'm over my head, in and out I'm ahead tell me why
What are you waiting for
I don't want to know but I'm already there, and again
I don't know myself
I don't want to know but I'm already near the end
I have a curse because of you
I have a curse upon myself
I'm going to reach and pull you
I'm going to make you hate yourself
I'm over my head...
(Chorus...) I know I know I'm not myself I'm not myself I'm not myself, I know I can't control you
But are you.o.k. when I'm alright
(X2)...
I'm over my head in and out I'm ahead
I'm over my head in and out in your head
I'm over my head in and out I'm ahead
I'm over your head in and out I'm ahead
I said I'm over my head in and out I'm a head tell my why
What are you waiting for I don't
To want to know but I'm already there
And again I don't know myself
And I don't want to know, but I'm already there
Tell me why what are you waiting for.?.
I don't want to know but I'm already dead. And again, I don't know my self
I don't want to know but I'm already (x2.)...
Near the end(X7.).
The end