Torture lyrics

You told me it wasn’t real,
You said I shouldn’t say what I feel,
Well I have something to tell you,
I’m tired of all the same stupid times,
I’m tired of living one big lie,

I’m telling you how I feel,
I’m hoping you will understand,
I don’t like being prostantive,
I just want to feel like I’m supposed to.

I hope you understand me,
I don’t want you to feel like I do,
I’m hurt and suffering,
And I owe it all to you.

My dreams will never become reality,
My heart will never be true to me,
I live in a protective shell,
Of dreams that revolve around hell.

I’m finally opening up,
I’m bursting out of my shell,
I don’t like being prostantive,
I just want to feel like I do.

I hope you understand me,
I don’t want you to feel the way I do,
I’m hurt and suffering,
And I owe it all to you.

My life is something not real,
I’m living one big lie,
And can’t realize,
Why.

I hope you understand me,
I’m hurt and suffering,
And I owe it all to you.