Spending Time Alone lyrics

I've been spending time alone
I'm thinking I should probably kill myself
If I don't go then everybody else
Goin' face down in their grave
No one acting like they should
They wanna act like they were part of this
Cut off my fingers and then want credit
If I walk with something good
All that I have, All that I knew
Nothing is worth the pain this world has put me through
It's all I have left

Now I question everything
Like who are friends and what is family
And what the hell it is I'm doing here
Really think that I should leave

All that I have, All that I knew
Nothing is worth the pain this world has put me through
It's all I have left

Now I'm spending time alone
Cause spending time with you has not been cheap
I'm thinking maybe that I'm not ready
To face the other way...