Parasite lyrics

I've watched my peers surpass me as I lay left in the dirt
Been cut short so many times, I think I'm used to being hurt
When things are too perfect, I gotta self destruct
Cause I'm masochistic loser, I like feeling like I'm fucked

Like a cold you can't shake, or a habit you can't break
Staring back at a shattered mirror, I don't recognize my face
See age carving itself into my weathered skin
But still I wake up each day knowing I can't win

Watching bills stack up, a collection warning everyday
Drowning in debt and regret, with no way for me to pay
The constant struggle and uphill battle, I'm losing the war
A man must know his limits, I can't take anymore

Draining me like a battery
Only concerned with your urge to feed
Bleeding me dry no will left to fight
Sucking my soul like a parasite