Deviant lyrics

Something inside of me is watching me and waiting And the thing which scares me the most is when I cannot fight anymoreI'm hearing speaking the voice of my father, disturbed by fits of abstraction,Silences of mind.I always do what voices in my head tell me to do"You are no one, a child of naught, you'll burn in fire. You have to hide,Shame of life, mistake of nature, swathe your face, your monstrous features,You are condemned !"I always do what voices in my head tell me to doAtered and disfigured, dysmorphophobia.The eye fixed, a razor in the hand, determined to comit the worst,The cost of the loss, a psychic rebirth,Through this path enslaved to my own delirium, delivered by auto-mutilation.In front of my reflection so detestable, I tear pieces of my face,Again until I will be unrecognizable.My acts relieve my mind, I forgivemyself his absence,But the voices still present, speaking to me.