Watching, waiting for a sign from something else
To let me know that I'm not by myself
Turning points and loneliness abound
I'm better off not having you around
I'm far too blind to see
The things you've done to me
This time I've no regard
Time to put up my guard
Looking back on better days,
Keep finding pieces of myself in yesterday
Looking for another way
To break apart the sea of mediocrity.
So hold me down; not any lock
Will keep me from the things I long for
It's time you know
I'm holding back now
Although I don't know how
I ever let you go
Bleeding, forming scars in vain
I'm finding no shelter from the never-ending rain
I'm finding I don't know you, I don't know you
But I, I'll pay you back in kind
The shit has hit the fan
Realize I'm not your man
This time I've no regard
Time to put up your guard
Looking back on better days,
Keep finding pieces of myself in yesterday
Looking for another way
To break apart the sea of mediocrity, oh
So hold me down; not any lock
Will keep me from the things I long for
It's time you know
I'm holding back now
Although I don't know how
I ever let you go
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